The coincidence you are searching for

It's frustration which takes you into the world of imaginary daydreaming. When you get sick of the grey color in this world, you try to put yourself in some sharp sphere. Have you ever wondered why there are so many freeks in this world talking to themselves in the streets. You won't do it, although I bet you talk to yourself alot, you make trouble to yourself alot. You spend much time thinking how if time goes back you would react, you dream one day you'll climb the high mountain and you stare at your monitor for hours doing nothing; still thinking you are more valuable than Bill Gates. You put high hopes for yourself, but in reality you know for sure you are dreaming. When you get absolutely frustrated about yourself; you draw a new character; full of hope, passion, achievements; sometimes kind enough to be liked by everybody; sometimes evil enought to kick agression back; other times immoral and retained in people's minds for the entire history.

It's a disasterous situation you're in; you keep dreaming of someone else. If you do so, you keep wasting your time, waiting for a coincidence that will never happen. Wierdly enough, you insist in your unconscious mind that you're gonna make it. Someday, you think, you will have your chance; typically the one in your dreams.

Life is full of hope; when you fail to see it, you fail to go on. Honestly, it's that simple.

That's the kind of bull they used to tell you, isn't it? forgive the harshness; that was it, you know why??

because after years and years of unconscious search for the right coincidence IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!